Another quick one

• Thanks for Ryan's Mum taking care of Luna one night,and I got enough milk in the freezer,me and Ryan finally had a really nice date the other night.That bastard brought me to Libertine,a French restaurant.Like the name alot but not the music playing there!But the food was great!And the wine and Cocktails too!The first time I kept drinking and smoking and not feeling bad at all!We walked around Central after dinner,felt like it was the first few times going out with this guy,felt like I'm young again,felt like I'm old at the same time,felt like everything was a dream,I didn't got pregnant and I don't have a baby.But I was thinking about Luna all the time when we at the restaurant,I missed her so much and kept wondering what she was doing at home.Everything was so nice that night that I felt like I was in a movie too!And...I'm so in love with Mr.Ryan and Little Miss Luna...so in love with our family!!!
• Luna got some rash on her cute little face!The nurse said they will go away and don't put cream on her!But it got worse and worse so finally we went to the doctor.Seems like the calamine lotion is working...I hope it is...

Gonna do a quick update!

• Luna's Grandparents and uncle are here in HK!!!!(actually...Grandpa and uncle are leaving tomorrow...I really wish they could stay longer!!!)Mum is going to stay for two more week,at our place...it is gonna be fun!We can go to the beach all the time,with Luna!
• We had a one month party last night for Luna!BBQ on the roof With Ryan's family and my Dad,Cousin Tony,Brenda's family,Mandi and her Mum,my Godparents,neighbor Paul,another Ryan and his girlfriend.It was such a sweet party!Ryan and Dad were getting food and drinks in the afternoon and Ryan was making all the food all day!!!How amazing he made all the food for more than 20 people all by himself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It was the best party ever!Everyone were there are sooooo important to me,are the closest.They helped me alot during the whole pregnancy,and main thing...they LOVE our family so much!Tony got a cake for Luna,and made the party hat for her,it was so cute!Everyone got her gifts or red packet.And we all had fun there!!!i almost cried when people taking pictures of me,Ryan and Luna with the cake...It was such a touching moment...a touching night...Luna was sleeping the whole time,but I'm sure she was happy and felt all the love.
• I spent a night only with Ryan's mum tonight,it was so sweet!We talked about everything and we talked alot!She is the nicest and the most beautiful mother in law ever!!!
• Luna is growing so fast and looks totally different now!I'm glad to see that but I miss the new born little Luna so much!Everytime when she eats...it reminds me the very first time I fed her...in the delivery room!And how she "looked at me" right after she came out,and the first sign when me and Ryan went to 10th floor to see her!She was sleeping in a special care case...with a pink blanket which looked so good on her!She was so beautiful just like a little angel!She is all big now...so cute and chubby!Making funny sounds all the time,staying awake more and more,bottle feeding sometimes cause her mum was drinking quit often these days,longer eyelashes and hair,more cute clothes from Grandma,Great Grandma and their friends,following things with her eyes,likes sleeping and pooping in our bed more than her own bed,and...She flipped over!From tummy to back!Three times!It was so amazing to see that!The first time!

Too busy and too lazy to blog,my life is totally changed,the longest sleep I can get is 4 hours,and I can never finish my lunch at once!But I'm really lucky already!And if she can clam down a little bit around 11pm every night,I will be the luckiest mum in the world!Anyway...we still having good time with Luna...and I LOVE hanging out with her everyday!!!

I always LOVE "fucked up" pictures!!!

The Omen

I DON'T LOOK LIKE I JUST GAVE BIRTH ALREADY!

DON'T KNOW IF I'M LUCKY OR YOUNG!

BUT I BET ALL THE MOTHERS WOULD BE QUITE JEALOUS...

HAHAHA!!!

I EVEN THINK I LOOK BETTER THAN BEFORE...

MAYBE BECAUSE I HAVE THE BIGGEST SMILE ON MY FACE ALL THE TIME!

We went to the Health Care Center yesterday for her check up.There were like 10 little kids playing around and 10 babies crying I guess.And the fucking form I should fill in was totally a mess,I didn't know if they asking about the baby or me for some questions and it wasn't clear about what they are asking.Anyway...So we saw the nicest nurse in the world again!!!That saved the whole Health Care Center and me!!!She asked me few questions about breast feeding and how the diaper going,She said I'm doing a good job!!!!!!Can you believe it??????????!!!!!!SHE SAID IM DOING A GOOD JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Not only about breast feeding....almost about everything she asked,she thinks I'm good!!!!Before we went there I was so scared!I felt like I'm going back to school to get a report card for my exams!But I guess the result is good!!!!!!I think I got a "B+"at least!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think getting ready is important,I was reading a lot on net about taking care of a baby during the whole pregnancy and yes...it helps...ALOT!Thankyou BabyCenter!!!!!!!I was trying sooooooo hard to be a good mum,trying sooooo hard to learn everything quick so I can at least handle all the basic things!And now...I'm going to keep learning and practicing,hope I really can be a good mother!

More Pictures

Hungry face

Kung Fu Baby

Breast Feeding Mum

Burping Lesson

Cute Father & Daughter

Special Care Case

Back to my room!

Grandpa Big Smile!

The Barrett Family

Angel

First Day Home!

Grandpa again

Rainbow Baby

Mama or Papa?

Look how cute they are!!!!!!!

So...She looks so different everyday...

She looks prettier everyday and her skin is so smooth now! 

Can't believe how fast she is growing!

 Here she comes...
you better watch your step!!!

Finally.......Luna IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The moon raised on 10 July night 22:48...(just on time!!)Fast and beautiful and of course.....PAINFUL!REALLY PAINFUL!!!!
So I went to the hospital on 9 July afternoon cause i saw blood on my panties...just little little bit!!!but there totally nothing at the hospital....no contractions no pain no water no anything...the doctor wanted to keep me there cause they thought i live so far away,and im young it can happen so fast,and it was almost the due day,and this and that....but i really didnt think it would happen that night and i needed Ryan be next to me so I told them i have to go...so after talking to almost every nurse and doctor there for few HOURS!they finally let me go at 11:00pm....so i back home and slept really well....(get ready for the next day,the big day!)

Went back to the hospital at 8:00am the other day cause the doctor wanted me to do the check up and see if im ok.the doctor said my cervix wasnt that ready for the baby but still can put the pill in it and makes it goes faster...i agreed cause i really tired of waiting,and i cant even wait for a day more!i felt sth right after they put the pill in my vagina at 11:00am,but they said its normal,nothing to do with me or the baby or my cervix yet...it just because of the pill.

I was lying in bed with the monitor that linked to the baby's heart beats for 2 hours after the pill....then the pain or contractions got worse and worse....and around 6:00pm....i couldnt really eat or talk anymore...and it happened every 2-3 mins...but only last for 30 secs so the nurse still didnt do anything...but i felt more and more contractions in 2 hours!!!and getting really crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!around 9:00pm (i think?cause i almost passed out cause the pain!i didnt know the time!) Ryan and my mum were there with me all the time...and it was the first time i felt sooooo close to my mum and i felt love from her that i didnt think its too annoying....she held me in her arm when the contractions went crazy...fed me bread bite by bite and water too....Ryan finally can go eat at that time cause he didnt eat anything at all!!!!!!

So....The Magic Tour began!i felt my contractions every....i dont know anymore....i just felt it ALL THE TIME!!!and crazy like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!last FOREVER long!!!!!the nurse asked me did i want the epidural and i said yes to anything can kill the pain!so they did blood test and this and that....then they sent me to the delivery room finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!but...I didnt see Ryan out there!!!!!!!!i was soooo scared and worried he wouldnt be there when it happens cause i knew it will be FAST!but luckily they let me call him in the room and the only thing i said was "COME BACK!RIGHT NOW!".sooooo i didnt have time to get the epidural at all....but i have crazy air to breath in to kill the pain and.....made me high!!Ryan came back after few mins at 10:00pm!!!and it did happen soooooooooooo FAST!!!!!i just kept pushing like crazy .....everytime i screamed the midwife told me to stop....just hold everything and push....it did make thing easier.....and in not even an hour..Luna Finally came out!!!!!!!!!!the moment when her whole body out out.....it felt like an octopus coming out from my vagina!!!!hahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and no word for the first sign when i saw her....i was high i was tired i was in pain but i was soooo HAPPY!(much more than the word happy of course but i cant explain it!!!) she is the most beautiful thing in the world!!!The only thing I could do was  just kept saying "baby..baby...baby....Luna..Luna...Luna..

 Barrett Family

First try of breast feeding

Mother & daughter

***actually the whole story was a letter for my friend Nastya,Im too lazy to do the whole thing again so...I just copied it!
Nastya...I didnt copy it from the blog,I copied the letter to the blog!!!***