Here she comes...
you better watch your step!!!
Finally.......Luna IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The moon raised on 10
July night 22:48...(just on time!!)Fast and beautiful and of
course.....PAINFUL!REALLY PAINFUL!!!!
So I went to the hospital on 9
July afternoon cause i saw blood on my panties...just little little
bit!!!but there totally nothing at the hospital....no contractions no
pain no water no anything...the doctor wanted to keep me there cause
they thought i live so far away,and im young it can happen so fast,and
it was almost the due day,and this and that....but i really didnt think
it would happen that night and i needed Ryan be next to me so I told
them i have to go...so after talking to almost every nurse and doctor
there for few HOURS!they finally let me go at 11:00pm....so i back home
and slept really well....(get ready for the next day,the big day!)
Went back to the hospital at 8:00am the other day cause the doctor
wanted me to do the check up and see if im ok.the doctor said my cervix
wasnt that ready for the baby but still can put the pill in it and makes
it goes faster...i agreed cause i really tired of waiting,and i cant
even wait for a day more!i felt sth right after they put the pill in my
vagina at 11:00am,but they said its normal,nothing to do with me or the
baby or my cervix yet...it just because of the pill.
I was lying in bed
with the monitor that linked to the baby's heart beats for 2 hours after
the pill....then the pain or contractions got worse and worse....and
around 6:00pm....i couldnt really eat or talk anymore...and it happened
every 2-3 mins...but only last for 30 secs so the nurse still didnt do
anything...but i felt more and more contractions in 2 hours!!!and
getting really crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!around 9:00pm (i think?cause i almost
passed out cause the pain!i didnt know the time!) Ryan and my mum were
there with me all the time...and it was the first time i felt sooooo
close to my mum and i felt love from her that i didnt think its too
annoying....she held me in her arm when the contractions went
crazy...fed me bread bite by bite and water too....Ryan finally can go eat at that
time cause he didnt eat anything at all!!!!!!
So....The Magic Tour began!i felt my contractions every....i dont know
anymore....i just felt it ALL THE TIME!!!and crazy like
hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!last FOREVER long!!!!!the nurse asked me did i want
the epidural and i said yes to anything can kill the pain!so they did
blood test and this and that....then they sent me to the delivery room
finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!but...I didnt see Ryan out there!!!!!!!!i was soooo
scared and worried he wouldnt be there when it happens cause i knew it
will be FAST!but luckily they let me call him in the room and the
only thing i said was "COME BACK!RIGHT NOW!".sooooo i didnt have time
to get the epidural at all....but i have crazy air to breath in to kill
the pain and.....made me high!!Ryan came back after few mins at 10:00pm!!!and it did happen soooooooooooo
FAST!!!!!i just kept pushing like crazy .....everytime i screamed the
midwife told me to stop....just hold everything and push....it did make
thing easier.....and in not even an hour..Luna Finally came
out!!!!!!!!!!the moment when her whole body out out.....it felt like an
octopus coming out from my
vagina!!!!hahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and no word for the first
sign when i saw her....i was high i was tired i was in pain but i was
soooo HAPPY!(much more than the word happy of course but i cant explain
it!!!) she is the most beautiful thing in the world!!!The only thing I could do was just kept saying
"baby..baby...baby....Luna..Luna...Luna..
Barrett Family
First try of breast feeding
Mother & daughter
***actually the whole story was a letter for my friend Nastya,Im too lazy to do the whole thing again so...I just copied it!
Nastya...I didnt copy it from the blog,I copied the letter to the blog!!!***
